wow... it has been more than a year.. keke:D the worst thing you could ever do is not understanding yourself, and not knowing yourselve. it has been 1 and a half months, and during this period of time i cant help but sometimes ask myself that question. but finally, and slowly, i'm digging out that self that i've hid for so long. it feels good:) closing up that distance, trying really hard to be me:)

this year has been more challenging than ever, esp during that period. but i'll still fight on. "there's no saying in how many miles you'll have to run to chase your dream."

going to mug tmr(: yeahh, and see a doctor too.. hope he doesn't say something bad...

anyways, HOW CAN SHE GET 98/100? WOW SHE AMAZING! my aim(: i'll try(:

i have awesome juniors and pro-cum-gay-cum-cool seniors and epic level peeps in my team to make training and sntf so CRAZY and FUN! i love training!(even when it's tough cos it gels us up!) i love SNTF! i love sprints! and lastly, I LOVE HIGH<3

FALLEN LEAVES- JYJ

the wind is blowing
a glowing of the sky
the fated 2 of us
even if it’s a distance away
the time passes
the spaces that passes by is long
it seems to be love
it seems to be longing
your smile
has captivated me
after the flowers have fallen
we will start all over again
if we walk on the fallen leaves
while we’re together
the lady who took my heart
I promise eternally
shimmering to the eyes
in the beautiful dream
seems like an ordeal has come
gone the darkness
come the morning
remain in the memory unaware
always towards you
my heart fills with tears
if we walk on the fallen leaves
while we’re together
the lady who took my heart
I promise eternally
shimmering to the eyes
in the beautiful dream
seems like an ordeal has come
under the same sky
we dream of the same dream
the brightness of the star’s lights’
this occassion captivated me
a song that will be sang someday
that day will come for sure
i will say I love you
with all my heart-felt feelings
the fear of the past
i will cherish it eternally
going towards the reality
even if I can’t see you
I will come back for you
seems like it’s love
seems like it’s longing
your smile
has captivated me
after the flowers have fallen,
start over again
start over again
start over again

*it seems like a love song, but it's not. that's what i like bout it(: