yupp i'm back! gosh this week is seriously not giving me a break. scared the freaking hell outta me. they poked at least 3 needles into me>< but i survived!:) the people there are really really really nice.. i'll miss them.. anyways, i felt so insecure when i came back.. maybe it's cause there aren't any immediate solutions if something goes wrong again.. but ohh well it's still home! it was quite boring actually.. but thanks to Carren who texted throughout the day, it felt less boring:) YAY! MAMA WAN SUI! kekeke... anyways, my back still feels kinda weird whenever i bend back, sneeze or cough.. mannn i really hope it'll go away very very soon... and i hope i'll stop getting headaches just by walking a few steps. OH YA! and me is very HAPPY! cos i got my new leo!:))) (y) WOW i used to think that black leo that the seniors where is sooo cool and now i can wear it! SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT:)AND I MANAGE TO DO 2 SOLID ROUNDS WITH HEAD! SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT AGAIN:) i'm gonna make use of this last week and do well for exams:) yay LET'S GO!~~ happy b'dae papa, and happy father's day! know that i love you papa:D

JYJ- In Heaven

Wiping away the miracle of seeing you
I won’t be able to live on
Even when I’ve escaped from every dream
The first time I saw your image
It felt like i was drowning in the raindrops of this world

From where am I watching you?
Forever
Even if there’s regret, there’s really no way of seeing you
Memory of a shadow
Moistness of a name
It’s there in that little memory

I can’t do it, really can’t do it
It’s like you’re by my side
Not waiting, I’m not waiting anymore
I’ll try again to say something
I’ll try again to leave some memory
Walking in the dreamscape
In my footsteps
Afraid to close my eyes

Don’t go, don’t leave
Can’t you remain by my side
Lies, all are lies
I can’t hear anything
Love you, I love you
Can’t you see that from one single line
Love you, I love you
Will you love me again

So fast, you have already clean forgotten
the tracks of finding you have also disappeared

This last path, adheres closely to my tears
again I inch a little closer (again it’s about the same)

(I’ve also changed)
You’re not here by my side
I’m going to go now
I’m going to go
Now i’m going to follow your path
Follow an endless path
Going everywhere to find you
I’m afraid that losing her will bring sadness

Don’t go, don’t leave
can’t you remain by my side
lies, all are lies
i can’t hear anything
love you, i love you
can’t you see that from one single line
love you, i love you
will you love me again

don’t go, don’t go, can you remain here
lies, lies, i can’t hear
i love you, i love you, can you see that
i love you, i love you, will you love me

don’t go, don’t go, can you remain here
lies, lies, i can’t hear
i love you, i love you, can you see that
i love you, i love you, will you love me

don’t go, don’t go, can you remain here
lies, lies, i can’t hear
i love you, i love you, can you see that
i love you, i love you, will you love me
I beg you, come back to me

don’t go, don’t leave
can’t you remain by my side
lies, all are lies
i can’t hear anything
love you, i love you
can’t you see that from one single line
love you, i love you
will you love me again

i dont know why, but i keep associating their songs to homin.. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH<3