啊! 我的华语烂透了! 怎么办怎么办????? 对了。。。我最近再看we got married, nickhun 和 Victoria 的。。 啊真是的!!! 三个字: 太可爱。真是太可爱!!!!! 有个像'泰君'的老公有多么好!!! 可惜啊可惜。。以后还必须说声再见。。其实我还是挺觉得那部节目没良心，在捉弄人的心。。没有人能保证他们是否会爱上彼此。。万一，我是说万一真的爱上了呢，倒是该怎么办? 谁该负担所有的责任? 谨记公司也一定反对到底的吗。。啊。。做歌手的，命还真苦的。。而我只能在这儿说声加油吧!!!!!!!! Wuri hwaiting!!!!!


若今日星星给了我一个愿望，我能问你那道问题吗? 若那真的是我的命运，我想他会走到我面前敲我的门。那么我就会等到那一天吧。。 命运先生， 我这样做，对吧?

这一刻， 世界怎么会那么难面对呢? 有人能帮我建平吗? 有些事毛皮上似乎那么容已，但当日子慢慢过后，怎么仿佛变得更难了? 想改变，却没那能力，也没权利。时间真不等人。要面对那么多人? 对不起，恐怕我没那能力。想逃离现实，真的好想哦。。。 怎么给个交代，怎么忽略别人的评判? 我老是想不到答案。现在好想挖个洞来脱离现实。。 解救，会有人在我身旁吗? 你也许不会知道这种感觉吧? 还是不知吧。。命会松点儿。。。 祝我运吧。不是对不起，而是加油! 加油!

기억의 습작 ( A Study Of Memory) - Kyuhyun Cover

Now you say you can’t leave this
With an empty laughter, you lie on my shoulders
Even though you closed your eyes
You can speak
Your sad eyes go into my mind
Makes it hurt

Tell me
About your heart “thought”
If I can only go into it
However much my thoughtless appearance
It already left, if I may be

Many days pass and your “mind” gets tired
In my “heart” your memories faint
Come back searching for it, then I may remember
My future has grown too big to remember those dreams
Will my ever-increasing forgetting memories be remembered

Into your “mind”
If I can only go into it
However much my thoughless appearance
It already left, if I may be

Many days pass and your “mind” gets tired
In my “heart” your memories faint
Come back searching for it, then I may remember
My future has grown too big to remember those dreams
Will my ever-increasing forgetting memories be remembered

okay, i really have to say this very badly.. i have watched suju since 2007, and truthfully, i that wasnt attracted to them. yes, i respected them as entertainers, but not as singers. today, in the year 2011, i watched suju again by coincident. at first, i really couldnt get use to the style because it was so different from dong bang.. but after a while, i pressed the reply button again and again, it seems so addictive. and they gave this aura so different from dong bang. joy, laughter, sorrow, tears. i suddenly thought of the drastic difference in comparison with the year 2007 that i knew them. i was so touched by their hardwork and perseverance, how they endured all kinds of critics and biasness, yet still receiving so much of injustice. what is this? they may not have the best singers, but common, they each are very unique in their own very special ways, they have their own charms. do you really need to judge them and not put them in your eyes? they're humans afterall. we all have feelings, emotions wouldnt stop just because you say so. rubbish. they need a break, they need to feel victory. they need to be cherished. they are humans who took that extra step of giving up freedom and privacy just to pursue their passion. it's admirable, isnt it? have you ever thought of how you would feel if you were in their position? they've been through so many hardships that even a single performance and every single award, even if it is small, means so much more than words. they tear, or sometimes cry when they think bout their hardships. to me, you are in no position to judge or despise them.

"When no one acknowledged us, no one knew us, the best fanclubs in the world who made us the best.
As fans, they let us feel the “mightiness”. Our ELF, I sincerely thank you guys again.
We were ugly ducklings, and (until the day) we became swans," -Leeteuk's acceptance speech. 2011 MAMA

i dont know... i cant put my emotions in words.. everything is just so... i just want to say, these are the boys who pulled me through the darkest periods, made my day when i am down, made me cry because of their touching performance. i've seen it, and i thank God for all the miracles that happened on them. thank you God, thank you.

they are my inspiration, my role-model, and always a older brother that i can always look up to. because i know that they will never abandon me. they will be by my side, walking till i find that day.

ELF and CASSIE for life.