okay, i really have to say this very badly.. i have watched suju since 2007, and truthfully, i that wasnt attracted to them. yes, i respected them as entertainers, but not as singers. today, in the year 2011, i watched suju again by coincident. at first, i really couldnt get use to the style because it was so different from dong bang.. but after a while, i pressed the reply button again and again, it seems so addictive. and they gave this aura so different from dong bang. joy, laughter, sorrow, tears. i suddenly thought of the drastic difference in comparison with the year 2007 that i knew them. i was so touched by their hardwork and perseverance, how they endured all kinds of critics and biasness, yet still receiving so much of injustice. what is this? they may not have the best singers, but common, they each are very unique in their own very special ways, they have their own charms. do you really need to judge them and not put them in your eyes? they're humans afterall. we all have feelings, emotions wouldnt stop just because you say so. rubbish. they need a break, they need to feel victory. they need to be cherished. they are humans who took that extra step of giving up freedom and privacy just to pursue their passion. it's admirable, isnt it? have you ever thought of how you would feel if you were in their position? they've been through so many hardships that even a single performance and every single award, even if it is small, means so much more than words. they tear, or sometimes cry when they think bout their hardships. to me, you are in no position to judge or despise them.

"When no one acknowledged us, no one knew us, the best fanclubs in the world who made us the best.
As fans, they let us feel the “mightiness”. Our ELF, I sincerely thank you guys again.
We were ugly ducklings, and (until the day) we became swans," -Leeteuk's acceptance speech. 2011 MAMA

i dont know... i cant put my emotions in words.. everything is just so... i just want to say, these are the boys who pulled me through the darkest periods, made my day when i am down, made me cry because of their touching performance. i've seen it, and i thank God for all the miracles that happened on them. thank you God, thank you.

they are my inspiration, my role-model, and always a older brother that i can always look up to. because i know that they will never abandon me. they will be by my side, walking till i find that day.

ELF and CASSIE for life.